Our Dark and Broken World and a Pregnant Longing for Hope



This is such a broken world. Over the past few years especially, opening the news app or scrolling past headlines has felt so heartbreaking. So much injustice. So much abuse and death. So many people marginalized and devalued. So many without access to even basic care, while others have more than enough and simply don't care.

Sometimes the longing to see all that is broken healed and all that is sad become untrue feels like an impossible wait—so heavy, so wearying, almost unbearable. Yet we hope against hope, knowing this is not how things were meant to be, and this is not how they always will be.

Last night I was thinking about how these last few days (hopefully!) or weeks before our little girl is born are a bit of a poetic picture of that longing we all share. I am so ready to be done being pregnant. I'm uncomfortable, and after several weeks of off-and-on prodromal labor, I'm just weary—physically and mentally.

Our little girl's name is Anniera (Uh-NEAR-uh) Hope. I shared the meaning of her name in another post, so I won't unpack it all again here. But when we chose her name, we were thinking about hope restored in the midst of a dark and broken world.

As I listened to some songs on Anniera Hope's playlist last night, I was struck by how beautifully these lyrics capture the heart of this season of waiting and the hope we have for what is to come. They give words to the deep longing for justice, healing, restoration, and wholeness. Ultimately, this is what we are waiting for in this life more than anything else: the kind of hope Anniera's name points toward—a pure, unshakable Hope that cannot be destroyed and that will, in the end, have the final word.

I've linked each song below in case you'd like to pause for a few minutes today, listen, and reflect on Hope.

We can feel it in the suffering everywhere
Are we hopeless, are we broken, past repair?
Are you with us? Have You left us in the dark?
Can you hear us? Do our cries still move Your heart?
Jesus, you will make all things new
You will heal us, You will mend what death has torn
Life will spring up, joy will bloom instead of thorns
Jesus, you will make all things new
The blind will finally see, the lame will run and leap
The dead will rise and breathe for You have conquered
And every tear that fell will cry out “it is well”
The dark will be dispelled for You have conquered
The Lamb for sinners slain is coming soon to reign
Our hope is not in vain for You have conquered

The empty filled, the wounded healedThe broken back togetherThe poor are blessed, the weary restWe will dance forever
The blinded see, the chained are freeThe doubtful now believerThe outcast known, the orphan homeYou are my Redeemer
Behold, behold, beholdWhat love can doBehold, beholdHe’s making all things new
The lost return, the voiceless heardThe mourner now rejoicingThe mountains shake, the world awakeCreation all composing
The sad untrue, the earth renewedThe song has found its singerThe darkness light, the dead aliveYou are my Redeemer
Behold, behold, beholdWhat love can doBehold, beholdHe’s making all things new
And we’ve been struck downWe’re not destroyedWe’ve sown in tearsWe’ll reap in joy
My eyes are open
Behold, behold, beholdWhat love can doBehold, beholdHe’s making all things new
Every stone that makes you stumble
And cuts you when you fall
Every serpent here that strikes your heel
To curse you when you crawl
The king of love one day will crush them all

And every sad seduction, and every clever lie
Every word that woos and wounds the pilgrim, children of the sky
The king of love will break them by and by

And you will rise up in the end
You will rise up in the end
I know the night is cruel
But the day is coming soon
When you will rise up in the end

If a thief had come to plunder
When the children were alone
If he ravaged every daughter
And murdered every son
Would not the father see this?
Would not his anger burn?
Would he not repay the tyrant
In the day of his return?
Await, await the day of his return

Cause he will rise up in the end
He will rise up in the end
I know you need a savior
He's patient in his anger
But he will rise up in the end

And when the stars come crashing to the sea
When the high and mighty fall down on their knee
We'll see the Son descending in the sky
The chains of death will fall around your feet

And you will rise up in the end
You will rise up in the end
You will rise up in the end
I know you will

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